Check-In

It is amazing how much you can desire to do something and then magically your mind convinces you it is not worth it. My resistance levels are so high at the moment. I am not sure if this is just an energetic phase, but I am going to type anyway. It is a matter of showing up even if you don't want to for the dreams I long to realize are calling.

I just want to close my laptop and relax and not have to write. I overthink my excuse and run my brain in circles. But as I do so I have kept my hands moving. I remind myself as I look at the clock that I still have time. I woke up at 6AM rather than the 5AM start and am here even if I am making it tough on myself.

Yesterday, I got out in nature several times in order to take my mind for a walk. These emotions can draw one in like a storm with a vacuum pulling us into the inner madness. Stay the course, even when everything in you wants to give in. This has felt like the hardest few steps, but here we have arrived to publishing the post. Fight to stay consistent.

This is when I was in London, showing my collection to retailers in Notting Hill's Westbourne Grove.

This was the range plan before it was edited down for the first collection.

I really enjoyed the part where I was able to cut the lace and pin them in place to be hand sewn on to the dresses.

I really love this collection. It was such a fun journey designing the first Elsa Fitzgerald collection.